Stuck

He left on 4 October 2011, 7.00a.m. 

8 October 2011, I changed my FB profile picture and used it until today. 

I was in deep heartache and grief. 

It took me 7 years to understand my grief. 

It took me 7 years to let go and make peace with myself. 

It took me 7 years to wholeheartedly accept what that has been decreed by the Almighty or in other words, 'Redha'. 

So perhaps my life was stuck. 

Stuck on the day I entered the emergency room and saw him lifelessly lying on the bed.