Friday, May 24, 2019

To my dearest sister



Do you remember when we were young, you taught me how to ride a bike. I didn't know how to stop so you ran around the block just to make sure I won't fall.

At 18, you faced your first failure. I was so sad when I saw how sad you were. But in my eyes, you were still the best.

Later, you further your study in medic. It was difficult for you but you pulled through. I followed your path because yours was all I could ever see back then. You were always there for me.

Honestly, your presence was one of the biggest reason why I could fight my depression.

Winter came to us when Abah passed away. It was a difficult time for us but despite your study, you always found your way home. You don't know how much it meant to me back then.

I remember, you were so stingy back then. You wouldn't share anything with us until one day, you changed. You gave everything that you could. Even when you have so little to begin with.

The day I received a call about you from the hospital, I cried nonstop as I texted you. I cried so much that my throat hurts. I hated myself for letting you dwell in your pain for so long. For the first time ever I felt so helpless.

But we managed to pull through right? 😊

Those hard time had passed.

I'm pretty sure there'll be another in our future but It'll pass.

We'll be okay.

It's your birthday today and I'm glad that you're my sister. You don't know how much your existence means to me.

I love you so much. I hope you know. ❤

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