I'm 20... plus a day...

Finally.... after thousands of years of not visiting this blog, I'm here!

I'm 20... plus a day... lol~

and so, my birthday was spent just like that.

Compared to the year before, I didn't receive as much birthday wishes. Maybe it's because I kept my birth date hidden on fb and so, without notifications, there's only some people who really notify themselves will remember... lol~

Though I did feel just a little bit hurt when some people that I've been waitin' didn't call or send any messages...

Well, I don't blame them though coz I have done things like that before... hee~

I didn't celebrate it with my family this year. last year too... I guess...

I think after 18, I just don't care anymore. Maybe it's because at 19 and 20, I had always been alone.

Truthfully, there are times I do wish I never leave USIM because I have many people there and I know I can always turn to ctie whenever I feel lost.

Those are the times when I feel so alone here.

That's why being at IPG if I don't have anything to do anymore, no matter how late it is, no matter how far, no matter how tired I am, I always found my way back home. Coz it's lonely there.

yeah... I kinda received a lot of comments or questions bout me always going home.

but then, I couldn't simply tell them "...because I feel lonely..." that sounds too dramatic and way too weird. and I know it'll lead to many other questions...

and so I answer it the way I usually answer things. How? Hee~ Well, after years, I've learned that we didn't need to lie if we don't wanna tell. coz actually 70% of the questions are just due to formality... Most people won't pursue it further unless it is your parent or siblings.

It's a technique that I developed after years in SHAMS and I won't tell you the secrets here... huhu.

Anyway, let's ditch that... and proceed...

Another week, and another semester passed. This holiday will be exciting as there are many things for me to do instead of dwelling inside my lonely life. lol~

I should do a barbecue next saturday... hmm~ Should ask mundzir to tag along...

Actually, we've been waiting for PM to announce the date for PRU 13. and I had to admit, all the speculations are affecting my plans.

Duh! for sure I don't wanna miss this PRU. Don't wanna be somewhere else during the PRU... lol~

Memories of the last PRU in 2008 was the most memorable for it was the last PRU with abah. I still remembered that most of us cried, as abah gave a short speech right after it ended at 5.00 p.m...

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I'm going back to Malacca this 27th or 28th of May....Huhu...

Maybe I should bake a cake and visit Along first at KL before going to Malacca.

After all, this 24th May will be her 22nd birthday... lol~

Aiisshh~ I always bake cakes for others that now I just wish someone would bake a cake for me...

But never mind... it made me happy watching people eat my cakes.

I got a few photos to be uploaded but I guess I'll just upload it next time... :D

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Remember I said I'm going to operate my leg... I didn't go to the operation.

After putting much thoughts and considering everything, I'm kinda glad I didn't go.

coz if I did, I'll have to ditch many works and that will be another story...

Anyway, it's 2.46 a.m...

I should end this... lol~

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SYAKIRAH!!!! 

I'M JUST GLAD THAT YOU ARE ME!!!!

Anyway, gonna update again this weekend coz I have some stories to be shared...

Daa~


p/s: 
Dear Adek,
If you read this, u should know that I'm really really mad at you for not calling me on my birthday...