I'm actually having an inner conflict on what to write for my 'English Studies' essay... Our lecturer asked us to write an essay based on this,
"When the going gets tough, the tough gets going"
What would you write? Pretty hard huh?
Honestly, after giving much thought about it, I came to a dead end... I don't know what is actually the so-called 'tough' moments I've ever had.
It'd be an absolute lie if I said I don't have any
But, now, I don't feel like all the 'tough' moments are really tough.
At least,,, I think Li Yin had it harder than me... lol~
True it was tough at that one moment but I'd say, if I didn't undergo through all the 'toughness', would I really be who I am today?
Would I?
I think the best part of it all is that after going through it all, you'd be a better person...
if you really learn...
In Malay, they describe it as "tak mudah melatah"
That's why most of time now, I'd just smile or laugh...
Because when I feel like "this is hard", I always recalled back all those moments when I had to fight with myself, my will, all alone...
Friends? I have them...
But most of the time, I don't want to drag them with me. Coz one of my principles is; "Never drag the people I love to die with me"
Sometimes when I'm having a really hard time, there are times when I stopped and think, then I'd smile and thank HIM for not giving this hardship to the people I love.
Coz it's much painful seeing them in pain rather than experiencing it myself.
Okay, seems like my nagging is slowly getting longer...
I'm soooooo lazy~
T___T
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