I won't call this a story coz it's not really qualified to be one. One-shot or drabble??? hmmm.... I don't know what to call this...
Okay, I'll call this a one-shot then since it is written in 1st person point of view...
So,,, enjoy!
Sorry for if my entries nowadays are a little bit gloomy... I'm having a hard time facing all these heartbreaks...
Maybe I am wrong after all... I thought girls would understand girls more since they're girls, that's why I favour and love girls more than boys,,, but in the end,,, >_< (no comment!)
Maybe it's because I easily love people around me... and due to that, I easily get hurt...
Conclusion : Don't love...
Life after today
It felt just like yesterday we were saying goodbye to each other and smiled as I watched you disappearing from my sight. Your smile, just like any other smile you gave to me. That reassuring kind. The smile that always made me smiles whenever I frown. It can make me laugh even. Somehow, I could still feel your presence beside me. It gave me a calming effect. The kind you’d get when you drink a chrysanthemum tea. Also, the very same kind you’d get when you inhaled the sweet scent of lavender.
Life after today… Can it be any harder?
Remember when I used to frown if you made me wait for a long time? You will try to talk to me even if I ignored you. With the same chuckle and the same laughter that even I myself couldn’t stay mad at you. You’d smile when I laughed feeling relieved as you know that you had already forgiven. I’m asking myself now, can I really smile after today? Can I?
Life after today… Can it be any harder?
This place. Walking here, it feels as if I’m picking up the pieces of memories. Just like puzzle. Matching one by one with the other pieces. In the past and the present, nothing changed. All these memories. They’re still the same. Only that the other owner of this pieces of memories is no longer here. You’re no longer here.
Life after today… Can it really be any harder?
In fact, it wasn’t the first time we separate. Yet I know this will be the last. Your smile, your laugh, your tears, your words, everything about you… I’ll remember it. I will. How can I not? You’re the only one. The only you in this world yet the He love you more. So, in the end, I’ll give in for we all know that we’re His. One day, I will also follow your path.
As for now, I want you to know that I really love you…
Life after today, though it might going to be harder, I’ll be strong… For you…
Monday, April 04, 2011
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