Finally, that sense knocked back into my head...
lol~ and that silly girl made me smile again today...
I wish my only and beloved Along will do well in her exam!!! :)
p/s: Hopefully my whispers would be brought to you by the wind... Along, saranghae!!! :)))
can't believe it! Now, it's the study week and the final exam is almost here!!!! Arrgghhh!!! I'm feeling pressured now...
huhuhu... really??? Hehehe
Don't know~
Mom called last night saying that she kept thinking of me... TT___TT
I'm missing home~ coz it's the only place that where I can be as strong as I can and show how weak I am... The only place where they'd protect me from the most painful words thrown by others...
These days, I kept thinking and thinking...
Thinking of Along used take care of me when I got that very painful headache.
Thinking of how Mundzir used to take care of me when I cannot walk.
Thinking of how Sakinah always cook for me though she said the opposite.
Thinking of how Dudin used to make me feel protected when we go out together.
Thinking of how Wahidah used to get angry when I asked her to do some work.
Thinking how they used to protest when I gave them the order to do the house chores.
Thinking back,,, my little brothers and lil sisters had already grown...
I don't think so...
If I were given a chance, whether to go through this one year again or not??? if it's two months ago, I would never hesitate to say YES. but, now, it's a definite NO.
coz the pain I've been through is not worth it. Somehow,,, it's not.
Teacher's right, sometimes, it'll start happily, but the ending is ..........
Let's forget all of these. Let's forget all the pain. Let's smile again.
: )
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