Salam~
Tonight I feel like being active. So now, I'm writing this n3 after visiting quite a few blogs including JeMouR da ulala~... Gosh! It's been ages since I opened that blog...
So... What's up with that title???
Hmm... before we jump to that, I would like to share something with you guys...
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Actually, I found this interesting quotes -
~Never lose contact with the person you love. Never let them feel that you don't need them, anymore. Never let them miss you... because missing tends to lead to forgetting.~
It goes with...
~Never let a person miss you so much because it's letting them learning to lead a happy life without you...~
It made me realize that I'm such a bad friend, a bad sister... and most importantly this question kept on replaying in my mind, "Am I running away from the reality?"
I rarely contact my sis and my friends... The reasons??? I don't feel like sharing them...
Now, I'm asking you guys, did u still miss me??? Did u already learn to lead a happy life without me?
and the last question...
Did I still have a spot in your heart?
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Back to the title, sad love story... What's up with that? It's not a title of a movie or song though I know there's a movie called 'a sad love story', geuge ani janh a...
The reason why I suddenly interested in this title because someone (chit-chat) asked me about my love life... @.@
We talked a little bit about it and I ended up saying, "Soy inmune a los encantos de hombres" and that person asked me "why?"
and I said "porque sé que el dolor de un amor unilateral"
Haha! It's in Spanish.... Remember that I told you I want to continue my mandarin course... instead I started to learn Spanish and it's a lot more easier than mandarin... but I still use google translation to confirm whether it's correct or not for that answers above...huhu
We saw many happy endings in the dramas but the truth is the world is not as easy like the dramas on the tv. We grow when we experienced things and through experiences, we constantly broke our heart and face the sad reality. Sad love is one of it and truthfully, it is not bad thing.
But, youngsters these days started to have different view about love. They interpret love with their own immature mind. I'm writing my opinions because I know how it felt to fall in love and how it hurts when confusions started to struck... (so, don't point your finger to me and say that I don't know anything)
I know, it's a trend to date these days... until a stage, youngsters treat dating as something casual, just for their fun... They actually destroy the meaning of love...
It's hard to find pure love these days... It just happen when people started to put other things in front of the religion itself. I'm not talking about other religions... I'm talking about islam...
This is a muslim country, but somehow I think Malaysia is no longer full with muslims. Muslims are slowly decreasing in terms of the ones who really practice the religion.
You know, I'm glad that it's one-sided love... At least I still have a grip and standing in the right path today...
Love these days are actually lusts... Yes! It's lust! It's just covered by that so called L-O-V-E... How stupid... So, are you going to continue being stupid?
Ask yourself... and think again and again....
Fuh~
Such a long n3....
Daa~
(korean) geuge ani janh a - that's not it
p/s: Lalala~ na neun shinjani obseo.... ahakss~
To NeD : Cian kat mu kne blik cnie 10 hb mlm.... Apesal tak terbang je???
To ctie : Lme x dgo citer???
To Dib : Hehe...
To Mir : Sy tulis n3 ni dlm BI khas untuk awk...
To Satin : sy taw r awk rndu sy...
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Friday, March 5, 2010
Sunday, September 27, 2009
wHeNeVeR....
No matter how far you are from me,
No matter how much you miss me,
No matter how much you spend your time without me,
We are still under the same sky
We still breathe in the same thing called O2
and
Watch the same moon at nights....
-sya'ak-
P/s: Look up at the sky and take a deep breath or look at the moon if you miss me!!! ^o^
Friday, September 4, 2009
Fuh...
Letih r exam ni....
Kertas biology susah giler....
PSI pun entah ape2 aku jwb td....
Pening3....
Apepun,
Teruskan usaha!!!
Kertas biology susah giler....
PSI pun entah ape2 aku jwb td....
Pening3....
Apepun,
Teruskan usaha!!!
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Major Depression
Salam~
Ni ada sikit info aku nak kongsi ttg major depression... Sila sediakan kamus jika anda tidak memahami perkataan2 di bawah...
Symptoms for Major Depression
Mood
For the better part of nearly every day, the patient reports a depressed mood or appears depressed to others.
The patient may state that he or she has been feeling sad, depressed, blue, empty, "down in the dumps," hopeless, etc. If the patient is in denial about these feelings, yet appears to be on the verge of tearfulness, manifests a depressed facial expression and disposition, or appears to be overly irritable, these may also indicate the presence of depressed mood. Some people may report physical complaints (i.e., aches, pains, headaches) rather than depressed mood, and physical symptoms without physical cause are often indicators of depression.
Anhedonia and loss of interest
For most of nearly every day, interest or pleasure is markedly decreased in nearly all activities (noted by the patient or by others).
People suffering with depression tend to lose interest in things they once found enjoyable. Activities are no longer enjoyable and there is often a loss of interest in or desire for sex. People who are depressed may say, "I just don't care anymore," or "nothing matters anymore." Friends and family of the depressed person may notice that he/she has withdrawn from friends, or has neglected or quit doing activities that were once a source of enjoyment.
Eating disorders and weight gain/loss
Although not dieting, there is a marked loss or gain of weight (such as five percent in one month) or appetite is markedly decreased or increased nearly every day.
Changes in appetite take on two manifestations: under- or over-eating. In the first instance, some people never feel hungry, can go long periods of time without wanting to eat, may forget to eat, or if they do eat a small amount of food may be sufficient. A reduction in weight is often associated with a melancholic type of depression.
In the second instance, some people tend towards an increase in appetite and may gain significant amounts of weight. They may tend to crave certain types of food such as sweets or carbohydrates. People with seasonal affective disorder (SAD) often crave foods high in carbohydrates. Weight gain is often associated with atypical depression.
Sleep
Nearly every day the patient sleeps excessively, known as hypersomnia, or not enough, known as insomnia.
Insomnia is the most common type of sleep disturbance for people who are clinically depressed. Waking in the middle of the night and being unable to go back to sleep is known as "middle insomnia"; waking too early as "terminal insomnia", and; having difficulty falling asleep at night is insomnia. Insomnia is often associated with a melancholic type of depression.
A less frequent sleeping problem is oversleeping (called "hypersomnia"). This may occur in the form of sleeping for prolonged periods at night or increased sleeping during the daytime. Even with excess sleep, a person may still feel tired and sluggish during the day. People with seasonal affective disorder (SAD) may sleep longer during the winter months. Hypersomnia is often associated with an atypical depression.
Motor activity
Nearly every day others can see that the patient's activity is agitated or slow.
People suffering from depression may be either quite agitated (psychomotor agitation), or very lethargic (psychomotor retardation) in their mannerisms and behavior. If a person is agitated, he or she may find it difficult to sit still, may pace the room, wring his/her hands, or fidget with clothes or objects. Someone with psychomotor retardation will tend to move sluggishly, may move across a room very slowly, avert his/her eyes, sit slumped in a chair and speak slowly, saying little.
In terms of diagnosis, the agitation or slowing down of one's demeanor must be to the degree that it can be observed by others.
Fatigue
Nearly every day the person experiences extreme fatigue.
A decrease in energy and feeling fatigued are very common symptoms for those who are clinically depressed. A person may feel tired without having engaged in any physical activity, and day-to-day tasks become difficult, including getting washed and dressed in the morning. Job tasks or housework become very tiring, and the person finds that his/her work at home, school, or on the job suffers.
Self-worth
Nearly every day the patient feels worthless or inappropriately guilty. These feelings are not just about being depressed, they may be delusional.
Depressed people may think of themselves in very negative, unrealistic ways such as manifesting a preoccupation with past "failures", personalisation of trivial events, or believing that minor mistakes prove their inadequacy. They also may have an unrealistic sense of personal responsibility and see things beyond their control as being their fault. Additionally, self-loathing is common in clinical depression, and can lead to a downward spiral when combined with other symptoms.
Concentration
Noted by the patient or by others, nearly every day the patient is indecisive or has trouble thinking or concentrating.
A person with depression frequently experiences negative and pessimistic thoughts, and reports that his/her ability to think, concentrate, or make decisions becomes impaired. Memory and distraction problems are common. This problem can be notably pronounced, causing significant difficulty in functioning for those involved in intellectually demanding activities.
Thoughts of death
The patient has had repeated thoughts about death (other than the fear of dying), suicide (with or without a plan) or has made a suicide attempt.
The frequency and intensity of thoughts about suicide can range from believing that friends and family would be better off if one were dead, to frequent thoughts about committing suicide (generally related to wishing to stop the emotional pain), to detailed plans about how the suicide would be carried out. Less severely suicidal people may have regular thoughts of suicide, while those who are more severely suicidal may have made specific plans and decided upon a day and location for the suicide attempt.
Thoughts of suicide occur mostly when triggered. Thoughts of suicide happen more frequently than normal.
Sources : wikipedia
So, nasihat drpd aku, kalau ada sesiapa yang ada simptom camni, find someone to help you. Tapi, hati2 sebab mungkin org yg anda pilih itu langsung tak membantu....
Sebaik-baiknya jumpa kaunselor... Tp, kalau malu, cuba luahkan pada kawan baik anda yg boleh dipercayai...
Apapun,
Hidup ni sesuatu yang perlu kita hargai sepenuh hati....
Daa~
Ni ada sikit info aku nak kongsi ttg major depression... Sila sediakan kamus jika anda tidak memahami perkataan2 di bawah...
Symptoms for Major Depression
Mood
For the better part of nearly every day, the patient reports a depressed mood or appears depressed to others.
The patient may state that he or she has been feeling sad, depressed, blue, empty, "down in the dumps," hopeless, etc. If the patient is in denial about these feelings, yet appears to be on the verge of tearfulness, manifests a depressed facial expression and disposition, or appears to be overly irritable, these may also indicate the presence of depressed mood. Some people may report physical complaints (i.e., aches, pains, headaches) rather than depressed mood, and physical symptoms without physical cause are often indicators of depression.
Anhedonia and loss of interest
For most of nearly every day, interest or pleasure is markedly decreased in nearly all activities (noted by the patient or by others).
People suffering with depression tend to lose interest in things they once found enjoyable. Activities are no longer enjoyable and there is often a loss of interest in or desire for sex. People who are depressed may say, "I just don't care anymore," or "nothing matters anymore." Friends and family of the depressed person may notice that he/she has withdrawn from friends, or has neglected or quit doing activities that were once a source of enjoyment.
Eating disorders and weight gain/loss
Although not dieting, there is a marked loss or gain of weight (such as five percent in one month) or appetite is markedly decreased or increased nearly every day.
Changes in appetite take on two manifestations: under- or over-eating. In the first instance, some people never feel hungry, can go long periods of time without wanting to eat, may forget to eat, or if they do eat a small amount of food may be sufficient. A reduction in weight is often associated with a melancholic type of depression.
In the second instance, some people tend towards an increase in appetite and may gain significant amounts of weight. They may tend to crave certain types of food such as sweets or carbohydrates. People with seasonal affective disorder (SAD) often crave foods high in carbohydrates. Weight gain is often associated with atypical depression.
Sleep
Nearly every day the patient sleeps excessively, known as hypersomnia, or not enough, known as insomnia.
Insomnia is the most common type of sleep disturbance for people who are clinically depressed. Waking in the middle of the night and being unable to go back to sleep is known as "middle insomnia"; waking too early as "terminal insomnia", and; having difficulty falling asleep at night is insomnia. Insomnia is often associated with a melancholic type of depression.
A less frequent sleeping problem is oversleeping (called "hypersomnia"). This may occur in the form of sleeping for prolonged periods at night or increased sleeping during the daytime. Even with excess sleep, a person may still feel tired and sluggish during the day. People with seasonal affective disorder (SAD) may sleep longer during the winter months. Hypersomnia is often associated with an atypical depression.
Motor activity
Nearly every day others can see that the patient's activity is agitated or slow.
People suffering from depression may be either quite agitated (psychomotor agitation), or very lethargic (psychomotor retardation) in their mannerisms and behavior. If a person is agitated, he or she may find it difficult to sit still, may pace the room, wring his/her hands, or fidget with clothes or objects. Someone with psychomotor retardation will tend to move sluggishly, may move across a room very slowly, avert his/her eyes, sit slumped in a chair and speak slowly, saying little.
In terms of diagnosis, the agitation or slowing down of one's demeanor must be to the degree that it can be observed by others.
Fatigue
Nearly every day the person experiences extreme fatigue.
A decrease in energy and feeling fatigued are very common symptoms for those who are clinically depressed. A person may feel tired without having engaged in any physical activity, and day-to-day tasks become difficult, including getting washed and dressed in the morning. Job tasks or housework become very tiring, and the person finds that his/her work at home, school, or on the job suffers.
Self-worth
Nearly every day the patient feels worthless or inappropriately guilty. These feelings are not just about being depressed, they may be delusional.
Depressed people may think of themselves in very negative, unrealistic ways such as manifesting a preoccupation with past "failures", personalisation of trivial events, or believing that minor mistakes prove their inadequacy. They also may have an unrealistic sense of personal responsibility and see things beyond their control as being their fault. Additionally, self-loathing is common in clinical depression, and can lead to a downward spiral when combined with other symptoms.
Concentration
Noted by the patient or by others, nearly every day the patient is indecisive or has trouble thinking or concentrating.
A person with depression frequently experiences negative and pessimistic thoughts, and reports that his/her ability to think, concentrate, or make decisions becomes impaired. Memory and distraction problems are common. This problem can be notably pronounced, causing significant difficulty in functioning for those involved in intellectually demanding activities.
Thoughts of death
The patient has had repeated thoughts about death (other than the fear of dying), suicide (with or without a plan) or has made a suicide attempt.
The frequency and intensity of thoughts about suicide can range from believing that friends and family would be better off if one were dead, to frequent thoughts about committing suicide (generally related to wishing to stop the emotional pain), to detailed plans about how the suicide would be carried out. Less severely suicidal people may have regular thoughts of suicide, while those who are more severely suicidal may have made specific plans and decided upon a day and location for the suicide attempt.
Thoughts of suicide occur mostly when triggered. Thoughts of suicide happen more frequently than normal.
Sources : wikipedia
So, nasihat drpd aku, kalau ada sesiapa yang ada simptom camni, find someone to help you. Tapi, hati2 sebab mungkin org yg anda pilih itu langsung tak membantu....
Sebaik-baiknya jumpa kaunselor... Tp, kalau malu, cuba luahkan pada kawan baik anda yg boleh dipercayai...
Apapun,
Hidup ni sesuatu yang perlu kita hargai sepenuh hati....
Daa~
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
Exam!!!
Salam~
exam3...
tu je la yg ade dlm minda budak2 form 5 sekarang, kan3??
Anyway, Roti akan tetap jd roti... begitu jge kangkung...
Aku nak minta maaf kat semua yang pernah terasa ngan tindak or tanduk aku....
begitu gk dgn sesape yg prnh jd mangse temper ak...
Mintak maaf....
Di sini aku nak nyatakan,
To whom it may concern,
I, Sya'ak Lee, from the very moment I enter the classroom, I let go all the grudges that I held in my heart all these years and forgive all people that made any mistake to me....
Ape grudge yg ak simpan tu, biarlah terus menjd misteri n rahsia diantara aku n mrk2 itu... Apa yg pntg, finally, I am willing to let it go after so many years....
Good Luck for exam!!!
ChayoOk!!!
Him nae!!!
Fighting!!!
Daa~
exam3...
tu je la yg ade dlm minda budak2 form 5 sekarang, kan3??
Anyway, Roti akan tetap jd roti... begitu jge kangkung...
Aku nak minta maaf kat semua yang pernah terasa ngan tindak or tanduk aku....
begitu gk dgn sesape yg prnh jd mangse temper ak...
Mintak maaf....
Di sini aku nak nyatakan,
To whom it may concern,
I, Sya'ak Lee, from the very moment I enter the classroom, I let go all the grudges that I held in my heart all these years and forgive all people that made any mistake to me....
Ape grudge yg ak simpan tu, biarlah terus menjd misteri n rahsia diantara aku n mrk2 itu... Apa yg pntg, finally, I am willing to let it go after so many years....
Good Luck for exam!!!
ChayoOk!!!
Him nae!!!
Fighting!!!
Daa~
Friday, August 7, 2009
Flying without wings
Flying without wings
[Shane:]
Everybody's looking for that something
One thing that makes it all complete
You'll find it in the strangest places
Places you never knew it could be
Some find it in the face of their children
Some find it in their lover's eyes
Who can deny the joy it brings
When you've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
[Mark:]
Some find it sharing every morning
Some in their solitary lives
You'll find it in the words of others
A simple line can make you laugh or cry
You'll find it in the deepest friendship
The kind you cherish all your life
And when you know how much that means
You've found that special thing
You're flying without wings
So, impossible as they may seem
You've got to fight for every dream
Cos who's to know which one you let go
Would have made you complete
[Shane:]
Well, for me it's waking up beside you
To watch the sunrise on your face
To know that I can say I love you
In any given time or place
[Mark:]
It's little things that only I know
Those are the things that make you mine
And it's like flying without wings
Cos you're my special thing
I'm flying without wings
[Shane:]
And you're the place my life begins
And you'll be where it ends
[Mark:]
I'm flying without wings
And that's the joy you bring
I'm flying without wings
Lagu ni ada special effect ke atas aku... It reminds me that there's always a hope. Like what along said to me; There is always light at the end of tunnel...
Apa yang aku nak bagitahu kat korang adlh jgn pernah mengalah coz kte takkan tahu apa yang akan jadi kalau kita tak berani mencuba. Jgn takut untuk jatuh, kerana org yang tak pernah jatuh tak akan pernah belajar untuk bangun semula...
Anyway,
satu lagi aku nak bgtau, actually tjuk lagu kt tepi tu; one love...
Mksd lgu tu x la sedlm lagu Love In The Ice, tp, aku selalu teringat kat memori2 aku n kwn2 aku ble ak dgr lagu ni...
Aku teringat saat aku mle2 msuk SHAMS...jd rpt gk ngan dib... Then jpe ned n ctie... skelas ngan dbah n jieg... Gelak sme2 n nangis sme2.... Bersama sama gi lwtn... PMR.... Msuk Form 4 n msuk PUM... nangis sme2 lagi... n then, here we are... in form 5!!!
ChayoOk guys!!!!
Fighting!!!
Him nae!!! (way to go!!!)
Daa~
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Ape nak jadi???
Salam~
Hari ni Khamis, 30 jul.... lepas hbis klas kul 3 ptg, ctie n wanie went to see me. Then, I ended up, being dragged by them to the pok long, pemndu bas...huhu... x psl2 aku yang baek ni gak yang kene. Esok nak pergi kejohanan ISTEC, so, kene la gi sewa bas. dib pun ikut esok utk jd pengurus pasukan agknye... Then, cam biase aku gi taekwando, fooling around with the junior, few of them are my senior in taekwando, but they are still my junior in school...hehe...
Aku maen la lari2 dalam dewan gemilang tu, ade la 5 round, then, kaki aku pun start sakit... haha... That's what I get when being a hyperactive kid.
Yang tu just intro jer....
But, when I go back to my so-called home in TSM, then, I saw the realities of the life in Malaysia especially in Terengganu these days...
Aku sedih gak tengok remaja2 kat sini dah jadi entah ape2. I really miss the old days. Aku takut sgt ape akan jadi pada generasi kanak2 zaman sekarang. Well, if they live in these environment, then, we can't expect much in the future. Untuk membayangkannya pun, aku jadi ngeri. Being one of the well known and respected family here made me feel guilty... Hanya dapat melihat je satu demi satu kerosakan kepada anak2 muda zaman sekarang. Aku harap gak jemaah buat something untuk bdk2 di sini. Tp, nak buat camne, semua sibuk ngan kerja... Apalah yang dapat dibuat oleh aku n dib melainkan memandang je dengan jijik dan malu.
Anyway,
kepada semua mnusia2 yg msih punya sedikit syg pada islam...bangkitlah... Adakah kita mahu mereka2 ni islam hanya sekadar nama sahaja??? If that's so, then prepare yourself to go to the hell.... Sbb, kalau kita tak cuba untuk bawa mereka ni kembali ke jalan yang benar, then, kita pun tak banyak bezanya dengan mereka.....
Teruslah berusaha untuk kembalikan islam!!!
............
Hari ni Khamis, 30 jul.... lepas hbis klas kul 3 ptg, ctie n wanie went to see me. Then, I ended up, being dragged by them to the pok long, pemndu bas...huhu... x psl2 aku yang baek ni gak yang kene. Esok nak pergi kejohanan ISTEC, so, kene la gi sewa bas. dib pun ikut esok utk jd pengurus pasukan agknye... Then, cam biase aku gi taekwando, fooling around with the junior, few of them are my senior in taekwando, but they are still my junior in school...hehe...
Aku maen la lari2 dalam dewan gemilang tu, ade la 5 round, then, kaki aku pun start sakit... haha... That's what I get when being a hyperactive kid.
Yang tu just intro jer....
But, when I go back to my so-called home in TSM, then, I saw the realities of the life in Malaysia especially in Terengganu these days...
Aku sedih gak tengok remaja2 kat sini dah jadi entah ape2. I really miss the old days. Aku takut sgt ape akan jadi pada generasi kanak2 zaman sekarang. Well, if they live in these environment, then, we can't expect much in the future. Untuk membayangkannya pun, aku jadi ngeri. Being one of the well known and respected family here made me feel guilty... Hanya dapat melihat je satu demi satu kerosakan kepada anak2 muda zaman sekarang. Aku harap gak jemaah buat something untuk bdk2 di sini. Tp, nak buat camne, semua sibuk ngan kerja... Apalah yang dapat dibuat oleh aku n dib melainkan memandang je dengan jijik dan malu.
Anyway,
kepada semua mnusia2 yg msih punya sedikit syg pada islam...bangkitlah... Adakah kita mahu mereka2 ni islam hanya sekadar nama sahaja??? If that's so, then prepare yourself to go to the hell.... Sbb, kalau kita tak cuba untuk bawa mereka ni kembali ke jalan yang benar, then, kita pun tak banyak bezanya dengan mereka.....
Teruslah berusaha untuk kembalikan islam!!!
............
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Update lagi!!!!=)
Salam
Ak dh beli spek baru slps seminggu bertahan dengan spek yang crack tu.... Tapi, yang sedeynya power die naik!!!! ak x suke!! Makin krg r chance aku nk baikpulih mata aku ni...
Tadi, lepas klas add math, aku terus gi mydin mall ambil spek n beli sim baru. Aku dh beli no baru!!!! hehe... Actually, it was quite hard for me coz aku memang sayang gile kat no lame aku tu (0148394804). But, the past is past... Nombor baru aku ni gabungan tarikh birthday aku n birthday kakak aku... Aku suke gak r dengan connection between numbers tu. Kali ni aku beli celcom blue, w'pun dib n org laen sme suruh aku beli U-pax. Tapi, aku x rase nak beli r... Ntah kenapa, coz to me, walaupun U-pax tu byk faedahnya, tapi, aku lebih suke stick kpd satu aje nombor. Sebab tu la aku rase berat hati nak beli no baru. Hehe... salah aku gak. Aku bukan suke sgt maen hp ni. Juz utk keperluan asas jer... Sebab tu la bley tetiba hilang jer.
Mesti ade yang dah bace post NaDWaN psl kem jati diri tu... As for me, kem tu bagi aku kenangan pahit+manis+masam=3 rase... Hari ni aku masih terasa keletihan sepanjang kem tu. Aku tak nak komen byk2 pasal kem tu, coz ade certain benda yang still bg ak heartache bile aku teringat balik 3 hari yang penuh kesengsaraan tu.
Emosi aku still belum stabil lagi sebab terlalu banyak tekanan minggu lepas... Tapi, mesti korang heran, camne aku bley tau condition emosi aku... hehe... Tapi, bayangkan jela, dengan kem tu yg ntah ape2, klas 5a6 yang menyakitkan jantung, soal TGC, bla...bla....bla.... Until at one point, I don't think I can handle it anymore....
But, all of sudden, kawan2 aku sentiasa hulurkan tangan mereka untuk tarik aku semula dari terus ditenggelami perasaan2 yang menakutkan tu.... Thanx to all of u!!!
Satu lagi, aku nak mintak maaf bebyk kpd sesiapa yang terasa dengan keadaan aku yang selalu melenting tak tentu arah ni... Aku harap korang tau, kalaulah korang berada di tempat aku, I don't think u can handle those problems at once. Terima kasih kepada ramai orang yang memahami aku....
What can I say, we still have to move on even though those problems almost crack our head. Sebab perkara nilah yang mematangkan dan mendewasakan kita....
Daa~
Ak dh beli spek baru slps seminggu bertahan dengan spek yang crack tu.... Tapi, yang sedeynya power die naik!!!! ak x suke!! Makin krg r chance aku nk baikpulih mata aku ni...
Tadi, lepas klas add math, aku terus gi mydin mall ambil spek n beli sim baru. Aku dh beli no baru!!!! hehe... Actually, it was quite hard for me coz aku memang sayang gile kat no lame aku tu (0148394804). But, the past is past... Nombor baru aku ni gabungan tarikh birthday aku n birthday kakak aku... Aku suke gak r dengan connection between numbers tu. Kali ni aku beli celcom blue, w'pun dib n org laen sme suruh aku beli U-pax. Tapi, aku x rase nak beli r... Ntah kenapa, coz to me, walaupun U-pax tu byk faedahnya, tapi, aku lebih suke stick kpd satu aje nombor. Sebab tu la aku rase berat hati nak beli no baru. Hehe... salah aku gak. Aku bukan suke sgt maen hp ni. Juz utk keperluan asas jer... Sebab tu la bley tetiba hilang jer.
Mesti ade yang dah bace post NaDWaN psl kem jati diri tu... As for me, kem tu bagi aku kenangan pahit+manis+masam=3 rase... Hari ni aku masih terasa keletihan sepanjang kem tu. Aku tak nak komen byk2 pasal kem tu, coz ade certain benda yang still bg ak heartache bile aku teringat balik 3 hari yang penuh kesengsaraan tu.
Emosi aku still belum stabil lagi sebab terlalu banyak tekanan minggu lepas... Tapi, mesti korang heran, camne aku bley tau condition emosi aku... hehe... Tapi, bayangkan jela, dengan kem tu yg ntah ape2, klas 5a6 yang menyakitkan jantung, soal TGC, bla...bla....bla.... Until at one point, I don't think I can handle it anymore....
But, all of sudden, kawan2 aku sentiasa hulurkan tangan mereka untuk tarik aku semula dari terus ditenggelami perasaan2 yang menakutkan tu.... Thanx to all of u!!!
Satu lagi, aku nak mintak maaf bebyk kpd sesiapa yang terasa dengan keadaan aku yang selalu melenting tak tentu arah ni... Aku harap korang tau, kalaulah korang berada di tempat aku, I don't think u can handle those problems at once. Terima kasih kepada ramai orang yang memahami aku....
What can I say, we still have to move on even though those problems almost crack our head. Sebab perkara nilah yang mematangkan dan mendewasakan kita....
Daa~
Sunday, June 28, 2009
Lost in space...
I dream,
But I can't seem to find you...
I cry,
But I can't seem to stop the tears...
I laugh,
But I can no longer feel it...
I sleep,
And hoping that when I'm awake,
It's all just a dream...
But,
This is the reality,
This is the fate,
This is the life that I have to accept...
27/6/09, Sabtu...
But I can't seem to find you...
I cry,
But I can't seem to stop the tears...
I laugh,
But I can no longer feel it...
I sleep,
And hoping that when I'm awake,
It's all just a dream...
But,
This is the reality,
This is the fate,
This is the life that I have to accept...
27/6/09, Sabtu...
Saturday, June 27, 2009
A word to a friend...
To my most precious childhood friend,
How r u now?? Life must be quite hard there... Anyway, you know that u have your very own spot in my heart... Remember it when u used to teach me how to ride a bicycle? U didn't mind to run along with me when I learn to cycle coz u afraid that I would fall off, and I did fall, right?? hehe... Juz to remember our sweet memories together....
Anyway,
Have you read my letter?? hehe... Hope u'll remember that I'll always stand behind u to support u when u fall, juz like what u did when we were still small. Don't let your path full of tears, ok?? Remember to always smile and live your life to the fullest. Coz u only have one chance in everything even if it's only 1%. Remember, u have the power to change that 1% chance to 100% chance...
Always smile!!!!(",)
Daa~
How r u now?? Life must be quite hard there... Anyway, you know that u have your very own spot in my heart... Remember it when u used to teach me how to ride a bicycle? U didn't mind to run along with me when I learn to cycle coz u afraid that I would fall off, and I did fall, right?? hehe... Juz to remember our sweet memories together....
Anyway,
Have you read my letter?? hehe... Hope u'll remember that I'll always stand behind u to support u when u fall, juz like what u did when we were still small. Don't let your path full of tears, ok?? Remember to always smile and live your life to the fullest. Coz u only have one chance in everything even if it's only 1%. Remember, u have the power to change that 1% chance to 100% chance...
Always smile!!!!(",)
Daa~
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Kecewa??? Maybe....
Salam....
Huhu.... terajin la plak nak update bnda ni... Actually aku nk cter pasal TGC. Bkn niat nk mndedahkn keburukan syarikat sendiri, tapi nilah yang berlaku sepanjang tahun 2008.... Mungkin ade yang dah bce extraction diary ak psl kmalangan ak tu... kan2? Hmm... If u notice, kebyknnya sebut pasal TGC... Ape kebendanya TGC ni... Korang teka sendiri r kalu tak tau....
Tapi, aku sebenarnya nak sume org tau bhw TGC tak pernah berdiri disebabkan ALPnya... TGC berdiri ats usaha gigih ahli2nya sendiri!!! Though, ade sesetgh ahlinya yg x komited langsung ngan tugas diorang... ( Maaf kpd yg terasa ), tp, hakikatnya itulah yang berlaku... Tadi, ad someone request ngan ak utk bg komisyen kt ALP, coz ak pengurus kewangan, jd ak b'tggjwb bg gaji n saham2 TGC.... Ak rse sgt kecewa n malu.... Ak hanya bley kate ALP sebenarnya TAK LAYAK utk dpt sebrg komisyen.... Kpd Ahli TGC, korang boleh nilai sendiri siapa yang BETUL2 BEKERJA dan siapa yg TAK BEKERJA.
W'pun ak slh seorg ALP, tp, ak rse seolah olah t'hina kalau ak ambik komisyen tu. Ayt ak td masih lg terngiang-ngiang kat telinga ak sendiri... Ak kte kt dia, "Ok, sy tak kisah kalu nk bg komisyen kat AlP, tp, sy TAK AKAN sentuh komisyen tu.... Kalau ade ALP yg rse dia dh BUAT KERJA LEBIH dari SAYA sendiri, dgn TAK TAHU MALUNYA, dia bley AMBIL je duit tu..." Actually, ak dh mmg panas n bengang gile r mse tu...
Ak rse bnde ni x ptt sgt2 berlaku.... Mmg AlP yg prgi ke konvensyen utk bwk nme syrikat n dtg mesy hr cuti n buat bla...bla...bla... But PLEASE REMEMBER! Ahli kite BUKAN KULI.... Ak rse ramai lg ahli yg bekerja lbih BAIK drpd ALP sndiri.... Ahli TGC fhm2 sndiri r spe ALP2 yg dmksudkn tu...
Sekian je la dr ak yg tgh bengang ble mngenang peristiwa td nih....
Daa~
Huhu.... terajin la plak nak update bnda ni... Actually aku nk cter pasal TGC. Bkn niat nk mndedahkn keburukan syarikat sendiri, tapi nilah yang berlaku sepanjang tahun 2008.... Mungkin ade yang dah bce extraction diary ak psl kmalangan ak tu... kan2? Hmm... If u notice, kebyknnya sebut pasal TGC... Ape kebendanya TGC ni... Korang teka sendiri r kalu tak tau....
Tapi, aku sebenarnya nak sume org tau bhw TGC tak pernah berdiri disebabkan ALPnya... TGC berdiri ats usaha gigih ahli2nya sendiri!!! Though, ade sesetgh ahlinya yg x komited langsung ngan tugas diorang... ( Maaf kpd yg terasa ), tp, hakikatnya itulah yang berlaku... Tadi, ad someone request ngan ak utk bg komisyen kt ALP, coz ak pengurus kewangan, jd ak b'tggjwb bg gaji n saham2 TGC.... Ak rse sgt kecewa n malu.... Ak hanya bley kate ALP sebenarnya TAK LAYAK utk dpt sebrg komisyen.... Kpd Ahli TGC, korang boleh nilai sendiri siapa yang BETUL2 BEKERJA dan siapa yg TAK BEKERJA.
W'pun ak slh seorg ALP, tp, ak rse seolah olah t'hina kalau ak ambik komisyen tu. Ayt ak td masih lg terngiang-ngiang kat telinga ak sendiri... Ak kte kt dia, "Ok, sy tak kisah kalu nk bg komisyen kat AlP, tp, sy TAK AKAN sentuh komisyen tu.... Kalau ade ALP yg rse dia dh BUAT KERJA LEBIH dari SAYA sendiri, dgn TAK TAHU MALUNYA, dia bley AMBIL je duit tu..." Actually, ak dh mmg panas n bengang gile r mse tu...
Ak rse bnde ni x ptt sgt2 berlaku.... Mmg AlP yg prgi ke konvensyen utk bwk nme syrikat n dtg mesy hr cuti n buat bla...bla...bla... But PLEASE REMEMBER! Ahli kite BUKAN KULI.... Ak rse ramai lg ahli yg bekerja lbih BAIK drpd ALP sndiri.... Ahli TGC fhm2 sndiri r spe ALP2 yg dmksudkn tu...
Sekian je la dr ak yg tgh bengang ble mngenang peristiwa td nih....
Daa~
Monday, June 15, 2009
Ceritaku pula....
Actually, citer n dah lame berlalu... About 11 months ago. Hmm... Frankly speaking, the pain is still there. Aku tak tau sama ada aku patut tulis atau tak semua ni. Tapi, melihatkan senario di SHAMS sekarang, aku nak luahkan ketidakpuasan hati aku terhadap pentadbiran sekolah n MPP SHAMS. Ramai orang tau kaki aku patah tahun lepas, tapi tak ramai yang tahu secara detail mengenai cerita disebaliknya.
Ni adalah extraction daripada diary aku... Aku tak tulis secara detail, tapi, inilah yang berlaku kepada aku bermula tarikh keramat 13/7/2008...
Selasa, 15/7/08, Hari ke-3 di hospital...
Hari ni hari ke-3 aku kat hospital. Melawat sape? No. Aku yg duk cnie. Ak x sgka lgsg, pg Ahad aku bangun kul 4.30. Aku x solat isya' lg, so aku pn solat. Lps solat aku rs ketakutn yg teramat sgt smpai menggigil aku dbuatnya. Ak cpt2 capai Al-Quran n bce surah Ar-Rahman. Lps tu ak rs tng. Ak mohon pd Allah spy permudahkan hari tu. Hr tu ak lalui dgn lncr. Ak jpe cg Adnan utk urus psl karnival..bla..bla.. n lps zohor mse ak turun tgge, aku jtuh. Sakit yg teramat. Lame gila tggu, br cg2 dtg... Tp, diorg sibuk bncg ape nk buat, pdhal ak yg skit gle cam nk mati ni duk lg kt c2. Ak mntk ctie call Abah. Tp, Ctie kte 6ti byk mslh, kene isi borg la.. n byk la prosedur die. That's the reality kt SHAMS. So, jgn sesekali jtuh skit kt sekolah. Last2, Cg2 tu gak yg call Abah, srh Abah dtg. Ape kes?!!! Wktu tu msih wktu p'skolhn n ak dbwh tggjwb cg. Spttny cg r yg bwk ak g hsptl. I still remember very clearly ape yg slh sorg cg tu ckp, die kte... "Klau bwk g hospital pn, Doktor srh bwk g kt tok bomoh." So what?!!! Biar ak kt c2 kskitn. Until today, x sorg pn cg mlwt ak ats nme ak pljr SHAMS except cg Adnan n Cg Azidin. Even cg kelas aku pn tak tau psl ni. Abah merungut coz cg kelas aku x angkat telefon. Mak n Abah bising coz x ad cg pn yg concern sdgkn bnda ni berlaku kat sekolah. Aku diam je... Abah n Mak are also teachers, so, I can't argue with them about that.
Esk nk operate.. Can I do it??? Bdk2 tu ad dtg mlwt ak. Ak rse happy r gk. Org 1st melawat ak adlh Pak cik Nyia coz dia duk ngan abah mse abah htr brg kelmarin. Then kul 1 Ned, Ctie, Mirah n Cg Azidin dtg. Ak rse b'smgt sket. Kwn2 ak la sumber kekuatn ak...
*N3 diary ni ak tulis ats tisu coz tak ade krtas nk tulis. Ak tulis ni wktu mlm. Tp, x tau kul brape coz x ad jam.
Isnin, 21/7/08, 10.50 mlm
Segala-galanya akn berlalu. Sabar2. Be happy Sya'ak! I realize ramai org syg aku... Aku kecewa gak terpaksa tggalkan PUM. I can't really do that, but I have to. Aku byk berfikir sjk akhir2 ni. Kenapa mesti aku? knp bkn org lain. But then I realize that He love me. Sbb tu aku diuji gini. Be optimist. Rmai org syg ak, so, ak x ptt sia-siakan hari2 aku dgn air mata...
Khamis,24/7/08, 2.00 a.m
Selasa, 29/7/08, 9.41 a.m
Msuk 3 minggu dh ak cuti... Along blik hujung bln ni. I miss her so much. 30hb ni karnival. Ak nk sgt gi. Tp, possibility utk gi tu almost x dop. I feel really lonely. Without anyone beside me... Kwn2 ak jrg call. Actually ak pn x ske ckp tepon lme2... Tp, g2 r... Adk2 ak sme sibuk ngan skol. Mak n Abah pn sme. Muze ad bgtau ak psl ucapan seorg cg ni. Dia nsiht pljr spy hati2 trun tgge. Muze kte dia geram coz cg tu cam tuduh ak yg slh... mcm ak plak yg x dop hati2. Ak sengih jer. Hanya ak n org2 yg prnh jtuh c2 je yg tau hkikt yg sbnrnya. Tgge tu mmg licin. Ak x mrh klu spe2 nk blame ak psl ni. Tp, aku tau ak mmg trun ngan hati2 hr tu. Logik r sket... Klau sbb bdk2 yg x hati2, x kan la rmai bebnr yg jtuh. Ak dpt tau lps ak jtuh, sya jtuh plak. Tp, tgn dia jer terseliuh... Hmm... I don't know what 2 say anymore. Ak sdeyh gk terpkse sshkn rmai org. I wonder how Siti n Mirah can manage TGC. After all, x rmai tau hkikt disblik The Golden CARA. Ak hrp diorg bley b'thn until I come back to school.
2/8/08, Sabtu, 2.16 p.m
Ak geram sgt hr ni. Ak x leh gi skol tgk karnival... X dop org nk htr. Ak hmpas pntu pg td. Sjk akhir2 ni ak jd cpt terasa hati ngan adk2 ak... Ak selalu hempas pintu tu... Tp, ak sdey x leh gi hr last karnival. Mse perasmian ak x leh gi. Ak mtk ngan abah tp dia x bg. Ak diam je lps tu n msuk bilik n nangis lg. Ak kecewa ngat x ley tgk perasmian tu. Actually sblm kaki ak pth ak yg sibuk2 psl krnival tu. Sume surat2 ak yg buat n ak yg dptkn kelulusan krnival tu. So, ak mmg kecewa gle r ak x dop c2 utk rse sndri. Hati ak hancur berkecai + berderai. Sdey sgt2. Kelmarin ak gi. Nmpknya byk problem timbul. Ak rse bersalah ngan mirah. Ak yg buat dia jd g2.... Mirah... maafkan aku...
13/8/08, Rabu, 11.16 p.m
Hari ni genap sebulan peristiwa tu. Doktor kte sebulan lg ak boleh jln... Mknenye ak just tumpang r klas 3a3!!!! Ak hepi giler!!! Ak sdey sgt ble abah bgtau ak kene duk 3a3... Ak tak nak!!!! Ak syg gle 4a5!!! Tp, nk wt cmne... terpakse r... PkHEM kte x leh pndh 4a5 ke bwh. Ak x kte npe2... Ak pn x nk sshkn kwn2 aku...
23/8/08, Sabtu, 5.45 a.m
Esk ak akn gi skol gne tgkat. Hrp2 okey r... Ak x tau nk msuk klas mne. 4a5 or 4a3... It's up to me... Tp, Abah kte kat ak "Why take risk??"...Ak stuju gk ngan ye... coz klu ak nk duk 4a5 ak kene lompat tgge tu... Hmm.... Ak rse sunyi sgt... x pe2... tggu jer esk!!!
1/9/08, Isnin, 7.15 a.m ( 1 Ramadhan)
Pagi ni hujan... Hmm... camne la nk hdapi hr ni ngan tgkat aku???
2/9/08, Selasa, 7.00 a.m
Hr ni cuaca ok jer. kwn2 kt 4a3 lyn ak ngan baek... I miss 4a5. Ainun mri td bg ak buah plum. Bestnye!!! x sgke ak.. Ak br sebut 2 hr yg lps nk mkn plum..hehe
20/9/08, Sabtu, 9.35 p.m
Dh 20 hr pose... Skol ??? Hmm... Ak msuk 4a5 hr 1st then 2nd day ak msuk 4a3... X thn r ak... Letih gle gne togkat ni... Letih sgt2!!!! x sggup aku!!! Hr 1st ak gi skol, balik jer, ak terus melepek... X dop tenaga dh nk teruskn hidup... Esk ak akn pndah 4a5 blik... Bestnye!!! Ak dh bley jln... Tp, x brape nk btul lg r. Ak b'ltih sndri.. Kelakar la plak. Mcm baby berlatih jln. huhu... Ak dh ambik blik jwtn PK TGC..Ak hidup tng sjk sebln yg lalu n x prlu mikir sal TGC. Sebetulnya... I like that kind of life, but, it isn't meant for me. Mgkin ak yg sengaja biar diri ak gini... Tp, ak puas n happy ngan hidup ak. Ak ad kwn2, ade family n bley wt npe ak ske...
25/10/08, Sabtu, 12.43 p.m
Ak dh naik ke surau br2 ni. Khamis, 23/10/08, pukul 2.20 ptg. Ak rs tkut gk coz c2lah tmpt jthnya aku. Ak fobia ngan tgge tu... Tp nk wt gne, hidup mesti diteruskan. diorg ltk karpet kt tmpt ak jtuh tu... Yg kelakarnya dia ltk btul2 kt tmpt ak jtuh... Bijak2!! Thniah utk pngurusn SHAMS n MPP...
**********
Byk kesan smpingan yg ak dpt dr pmbdhn tu... Tp, g2 r... Redha je la... Thanx buat sme yg sokong ak sepjg wktu ni. Terutamanya pd Ned, Dib, Mir n Ctie.... Thanx gk kpd sme kwn2 ak... Ramai sgt smpai ak x lrt nk tulis sme. Penghargaan buat Mak n Abah, Along, Kinah, Muze, Din n Idah... Thanx buat Cg Adnan...
Time kacih kt korang sme coz sbr ngan karenah aku selama ni.... Love u!
Itulah sdikit sebyk yg ak bley cter... Ak cter cnie bkn nk raih publisiti jauh skali simpati... Ak hrp sgt supaya MPP yg br esk akn wt yg terbaek utk bdk2. Igtlah, undi dr bdk2 yg tntukn ked anda skrg... JGN sesekali elak dr tugas. Kalau tau x mampu nk wat, terus tarik diri jer. Jgn ambik jwtn tu. Igt AMANAH tu berat....
Sebenarnya aku tersgt kecewa dgn MPP thn 08/09... Septtnya luahan n pndgn pljr diambil kira jgn wt ikut ske jer... Ak x tau scr mndlm ap yg berlaku... Tp, inilah yg ak nmpk sbg seorg pemerhati n seseorg yg kecewa. Ak nk rakamkn penghargaan buat YDP MPP 08/09... Tahniah sbb 'berjaya' jd YDP yg 'TERBAEK'.....
That's all...
Daa~
Monday, March 16, 2009
Clown Love
Suatu hari, aku tengah aku berjalan - jalan dalam internet ( surfing ) aku jumpe la falsafah ni... Aku rase cam best jer, jadi aku nak share ngan korang....
Clown Love
Clowns are sad human beings. They do nothing but to smile and make a fool out of themselves so as to bring laughter to the audience. How many truly know what is going on beneath that thick makeup? Can anyone see the teardrops falling? A clown’s love is destined to be a sad love....
Korang stuju??? komen r ramai2....
Clown Love
Clowns are sad human beings. They do nothing but to smile and make a fool out of themselves so as to bring laughter to the audience. How many truly know what is going on beneath that thick makeup? Can anyone see the teardrops falling? A clown’s love is destined to be a sad love....
Korang stuju??? komen r ramai2....
Friday, February 13, 2009
Just Because
Dedicated to someone that means a lot to me...
Just because I never smile,
Doesn't mean I don't love you
Just because I turn my head,
Doesn't mean you are hateful
Just because I never turn up,
Doesn't mean I never be there
But,
Just because I love you,
I keep you in my heart.....
Friday
13/2/2009
10.45p.m
Just because I never smile,
Doesn't mean I don't love you
Just because I turn my head,
Doesn't mean you are hateful
Just because I never turn up,
Doesn't mean I never be there
But,
Just because I love you,
I keep you in my heart.....
Friday
13/2/2009
10.45p.m
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Don't be sad
Thiz n3 is dedicated to someone I know. Hopefully she'll read this n3....
Kadang2, apabila kita mula melangkah, kita akan terjatuh. Tapi, adakah patut kita berhenti melangkah semata-mata takut untuk jatuh??? Percayalah.... setiap manusia mengalami benda yang sama. Tiada seorang pun di atas muka bumi ini yang tidak pernah sekalipun gagal. Perbezaannya hanyalah cara kita menghadapi kegagalan itu... Semua perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnya... Kita hanya memerlukan keyakinan untuk bangun semula dan keyakinan itu tersembunyi jauh di dasar hati. Yakin, berani n percayalah pada diri. Dan sentiasa ingat bahawa Allah akan sentiasa disisi kamu walau seluruh dunia mengenepikanmu...
Kadang2, apabila kita mula melangkah, kita akan terjatuh. Tapi, adakah patut kita berhenti melangkah semata-mata takut untuk jatuh??? Percayalah.... setiap manusia mengalami benda yang sama. Tiada seorang pun di atas muka bumi ini yang tidak pernah sekalipun gagal. Perbezaannya hanyalah cara kita menghadapi kegagalan itu... Semua perkara yang berlaku ada hikmahnya... Kita hanya memerlukan keyakinan untuk bangun semula dan keyakinan itu tersembunyi jauh di dasar hati. Yakin, berani n percayalah pada diri. Dan sentiasa ingat bahawa Allah akan sentiasa disisi kamu walau seluruh dunia mengenepikanmu...
Friday, October 10, 2008
Problems....
Pernah ke ade orang tak ade problem? No problem means a problem.... hmm... apapun yang berlaku, jangan sisihkan diri anda. Seteruk manapun sesuatu masalah, jalan keluarnya pasti ada. Jika sesuatu penyakit ada ubatnya, pasti masalah pun ada jalan keluarnya.
Jangan pernah sesekali berhenti berharap kerana harapan itulah nadi untuk meneruskan hidup. Fikirkan... seteruk manapun keadaan kita, ada yang lebih menderita. Kita merungut kerana tidak berjaya mencapai sesuatu, pernahkah kita terfikir keadaan mereka yang tidak pernah pun mengecap sesuatu yang mereka inginkan. Sekurang - kurangnya kita masih punya waktu untuk menggapai apa yang kita inginkan.
Syukurlah atas segala pemberian Allah kepada kita. Sesungguhnya Allah lebih mengetahui hakikat kejadian kita. Sebagai manusia, kita hanya mampu merancang dan Allah yang akan menentukan. Jangan malu untuk menangis kerana air mata itu mampu melegakan perasaan. Terkadang kita lupa siapa kita sebenarnya. Carilah diri kita yang sebenar. Ketenangan sebenar akan diperoleh bila hati suci dari segala kekotoran...
Jangan pernah sesekali berhenti berharap kerana harapan itulah nadi untuk meneruskan hidup. Fikirkan... seteruk manapun keadaan kita, ada yang lebih menderita. Kita merungut kerana tidak berjaya mencapai sesuatu, pernahkah kita terfikir keadaan mereka yang tidak pernah pun mengecap sesuatu yang mereka inginkan. Sekurang - kurangnya kita masih punya waktu untuk menggapai apa yang kita inginkan.
Syukurlah atas segala pemberian Allah kepada kita. Sesungguhnya Allah lebih mengetahui hakikat kejadian kita. Sebagai manusia, kita hanya mampu merancang dan Allah yang akan menentukan. Jangan malu untuk menangis kerana air mata itu mampu melegakan perasaan. Terkadang kita lupa siapa kita sebenarnya. Carilah diri kita yang sebenar. Ketenangan sebenar akan diperoleh bila hati suci dari segala kekotoran...
Saturday, September 27, 2008
kata - kata pujangga
Kata-kata Pujangga: "Mereka mendahulukan akhirat ke atas dunia, mencintai kematian di dalam ketaatan, dan melebihkannya dari kehidupan pada kemaksiatan. Jika berkuasa mereka menghukum dengan adil, mereka memerintah dengan anjuran Islam, mereka zuhud, mereka berbuat baik, maka merekalah orang-orang yang beruntung! Kitakah mereka itu?"
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Children learn what they live
If a child lives with criticism,
he learns to condemn.
If a child lives with hostility,
If a child lives with hostility,
he learns to fight.
If a child lives with ridicule,
If a child lives with ridicule,
he learns to be shy.
If a child lives with shame,
If a child lives with shame,
he learns to feel guilty.
If a child lives with tolerance,
If a child lives with tolerance,
he learns to be patient.
If a child lives with encouragement,
If a child lives with encouragement,
he learns confidence.
If a child lives with praise,
If a child lives with praise,
he learns to appreciate.
If a child lives with fairness,
If a child lives with fairness,
he learns justice.
If a child lives with security,
If a child lives with security,
he learns to have faith.
If a child lives with approval,
If a child lives with approval,
he learns to like himself.
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,
If a child lives with acceptance and friendship,
He learns to find love in the world
~Author Unknown~
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